Ehe?

Sooo... I haven't written anything in a number of months. Why? Because I'm a lazy-ass person, that's why ^-^;
What's new in the fangirl world?
Well... I'm still obsessing over SHINee! I mean... COME ON!!! THEY'RE PERFECT!!!!!!!!!*dies*

I've fallen in love with the Kpop band 2NE1!
Those girls... they're just so awesome! They take the kpop girl stereotype (tiny, cute, girly) and throw it out the window! I mean, they're adorable, but they're so much more powerful than the average kpop girl.
I LOVE THEM!!!! <3

I've started to re-read the Inheritance Cycle... PAOLINI, FINISH THE 4TH BOOK ALLREADY!! >.< Seriously! I'm soon gonna start reading the 3rd one, and I WANT THE 4TH ONE NOW!!!!! Plz?

Oh, and I'm being shipped off to my grandma's place for the easter. With my dad. Alone. FUCK.
I will have noooothing to doooooo. Because, since I'm on my period, everything gets boring, unless I REALLY, REALLY finds it interesting. Like REALLY.

Ugh... I have to go now. Fare thee well, my fellow fans. I think, in the next update, I shall write of Dragon Age 2. Yes.

I miss you.

My grandpa died yesterday. My dad's father, that is.
I cried when mom told me a couple of hours ago, but now it seems like I'm done crying. Have been for a while.
I think... the reason for why I'm not more... upset about it now, is that I had already come to terms with that he would die. It sounds horrible, but a number of months ago he was brought into the hospital, due to heart problems.
At that point, I was positive he would die. So I cried, and cried, and cried, and cried. I imagined life without him in it, how it would be for dad, for my auntie Christina, for grandma... I don't know for how long they've been married, but it's for the most part of her life. Poor grandma...
So... I've already shed my tears for him. I mourn his passing something enormous. He was such an amazing person, one of those who were good at everything.
He built an entire house by himself. He was amazing.
He seemed kindof... tough. I remember I was frightened of him when I was a child. Now though, he seemed so much softer. Maybe it was because he was older. I miss him.

Folke, when you died, the world lost one of its greatest men. You were exceptional. I will miss you dearly. I love you, and do not begrudge you for dying. Everyone has their time to go, and this was yours. I hope you are happy with the life you've had, and that you will be happy wherever you are now.

Rest in peace.

8DD

I've been following 2 SHINee fanfics that I found on DA!

One, is: Love Like Oxygen

The other is: From The Streets

LOVE LIKE OXYGEN

Pairing: Key/You

Status: COMPLETE

This... Well, this fanfic was soooooo much better than had I originally thought. Normally I don't like fanfics where the writer puts 'you' as the main character... it feels kindof mary-sue-ish, and a bit poorly done...

This fanfic, however, was AWESOME!! I found myself reeeeally enjoying to read it, and I was devastated when I realized that it was finished!

This fanfic was ALSO the reason I started litsening to MBLAQ! MBLAQ are awesome!!! Listen to them!! 8DDD

FROM THE STREETS

Pairing: Minho/Taemin

Status: Ongoing

Wow... wowowow!!! This is set in a different environment... SHINee are all whores!! 8DDD Taemin was picked up from the street by Minho, and then Minho started training Taemin to be the perfect whore!

Ohmygooooood! So much gay sex in this that I go

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIH!!!!!!!!!!

And it's all WELL WRITTEN! Extremely well written! I could totally see the members of SHINee (hurr hurr, members of SHINee) act this way, were they whores...

It's sad though! I foud myself snivelling while reading the latest chapter... *sighs dramatically* I do wish the person writing would update quicker... I'm not complaining about the pace of updates, but I still wish they would come quicker... (hurr hurr, come quicker)

Soo... FANFICS FTW!!!!!

I need to find more though... preferably good ones... preferably yaoi ones...

Or good ones with an OC... the OC ones are soooo difficult to find good ones of D8

Now I should pay more attention to class!

Ciao!

Q^Q *sobs*

Okay... okay... I just gotta breathe...

See, I felt like scaring myself a bit, since I'm home alone and bored. Sooo... I started to watch this "Let's Play: Amnesia" 8D AWESOME, right?
Right?
NOOO!!!

While the dude playing the actual game (lanipwned.blogspot.com) is FRIKKIN HILLARIOUS (I'm serious, my stomach hurts from laughing), the game... THE GAME IS STILL FRIKKIN SCARY!!!! Let's just say I'm lucky no one's home, cause they would've come banging in my door, taking my computer away from me to stop the shrieking in horror.

LANIPWND, PLEASE STOP FALLING INTO THE WATER!!!!! Q^Q

Thing is... he's not finished with the Let's Play yet... he's got game left to play... and knowing me, I won't be able to stop myself from watching...
...
I'm soooo dead.
Q^Q

And yes, now I'm bored.
Whopee.

Uhuhuhu~!

Key & Jonghyun

Onew & Taemin

Minho

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Uuuuh... did I mention I'm a fangirl?

I was searching: "Taemin belly" on DeviantArt, and found a nice pic! I opened it, and then, just for the heck of it, entered the DA-person's gallery!

I have now spent... 2 hours(?) saving the pictures in that gallery to my computer. I got through 14 out of 21 pages, and have in total saved up to 316 pictures...
uuuh, yeeeah. I have many more SHINee pictures now!

SERIOUSLY I WANNA KEEP SAVING THE PICTURES, BUT I HAVE TO GO SLEEP!!!!!! HOW UNFAIR IS THAT!?!?!?
Q^Q

Maknae can sing!!

My darling can sing!!
Since JJong have had surgery on his leg, he couldn't perform in the Seoul Music Awards... Taemin got to sing some of his parts... among others, the looong and awesome note that JJong sings right before Minho's rap... AND HE FLIPPIN' NAILED IT!!!!!!!!!! I was like: :O
I knew he could sing, but I did NOT know he could sing like THAT!! I almost died... TAEMIN YOU ROCK!!!!! YOU NEED MORE SINGING PARTS IN SHINEE'S SONGS!!!!!!!!!!

YASURAGI!!!!

I'm just gonna say this: OH.MY.GOD. I've been in heaven!

Well, actually, it was Yasuragi Hasseludden, a japanese spa in Sweden!

SERIOUSLY!! I've been walking around in a yukata the entire weekend (it's now hanging in my closet<3<3<3) style="font-style: italic;">any idea how DIFFICULT it is to sit and think of nothing(without falling alseep and getting distracted)!? Especially when your foot is falling asleep and your eyelid is itching and the people walking past outside sound like bloody penguins in their slippers... though the few seconds you managed was actually pretty awesome!!! 8D
Then, I got a massage. Bloody.Hell.I.Died. It felt soooo damn good! Her hands were so soft and skilled I felt like dying all the time!!! I liked it the most when she massaged my hands... shoulders and chest area was sooo god too (not more chest than me still styaing covered under a blanket). I almost came, it was THAT good!! Especially my hands... *dies*

the food. The Food. THE FOOD. THE FOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!
Dinner was: 2 starters (3 pieces of sushi & 2 baby... fried cakes?), one main course (2 fried riceballs & 6 baby slices of raindeer meat), and then dessert: cheesy parfait with sorbet and fudge sauce... And I thought I was gonna diiie, I was that full! xD
Breakfast: Baby croissants, nomnom smoothie, sushi, FRUIT!!!
Lunch: REAL. RAMEN!!! Not the disgusting one you buy in the stores here in Sweden... eew... no, REAL RAMEN! <3<3<3>

Fanfics & Singing!

Today is a good day!

I can feel it! It started horrible - I slept an hour longer than I had planned to... I missed my bus... the disgusting, smelly old man sat on the next bus and I had to sit almost next to him... I didn't get to sleep in the sofa in school...

And yet! When the lesson started - philosophy - we talked about a text we had read, my classmate showed me a new awesome facebook game, I got to say a bit about the text and what I thought... I wrote something in the philosophy-book (in class we call it MILF xDDD)... I drank a Rockstar during recess, and now, during Math, I'm actually understanding what I'm writing! It's awesome!

To add to it all, I've written on my sister's fanfic, and I feel this great urge to burst out in song!

Her character, SookSo, is very good at dancing! I took my sister's dancing ability and multiplied it a bit and it was awesome! Basically just giving her an easier understanding of chorepgraphy and some more stamina, she's got the beat and the loose vs hard movements of dance naturally already. Damn wonderkid.

And the singing! I'm listening to these asian songs that I LOVE to sing! Shake It, Robo Kiss, You Make Me Want To Be A Man, Selfish, Blue, Simple And Clean, and I just... I HAVE TO at least whisper along! Oooh, and now AMIGO started and I just wanna get up on the table and dance!! Not that I'm any good at it, or that I know the steps, but I just wanna MOVE! I'm in such a good mood that it's ridiculous! 8DDD

Fuck...

Huhuh! No fangirling today! Today it's ranting!
Angry ranting!

So, my ex asked me to meet up today! She's been ranting about wanting to apologize to me for something. My opinion is: "Yeah, yeah, I don't know what it is, so whatever."
She texted me and said something in the lines of: "Oh, and if you're wondering why I'm asking to meet up, it's because I've found out why I wanna apologize to you."
... yeeeeah, ok?

Sooo, I move my ass in to Stockholm after school and we meet up and we're laughing and I'm nervous as SHIT because... well, she's still glorious and still wonderful and I still like her (though not as much as before, I have to admit). Well anyways, we sit down at this café Mineur, and she goes: "I haven't been talking to you in such a long time, and I'm sorry."
Huuuh?
Because... uuh... maybe that's because we just broke up(she broke up) and both of us needed... to not talk for a while? Even if we did decide to stay friends, and still are friends. At least the time she didn't talk to me was good for me. I don't know about her.

Well anyways, we met a friend of hers (AWSOME GIRL) and a friend of her friend's (ANOTHER AWESOME GIRL) and we laugh and have a blast and then my ex and I have to leave and we talk and all of a sudden she goes: "I miss you."
Of course, instead of pretending like I didn't hear her, as was my original plan, I replied: "Aaaw, I miss you too," and patted her on the head.
Then as her subway arrived, we hugged goodbye (a VERY tight hug on her part) and then... SHE FRICKIN KISSED ME!!!!
It was innocent (Ohgod I hope so), on the side of the mouth...
BUT WTF!?!?!? I'M TRYING TO GET OVER HER AND SHE KISSES ME!!!!!
She was the one who broke up with me ffs!!! Yes, I've been telling everyone it was mutual, and it was! But she was the one who brought it up! And then she goes and kisses me... I don't even kiss Leo!!! >.<
...
Just let me go and die now...


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Never mind! I don't wanna die! I love my little sister! We sat down and sang together! And she danced, and I sang, and we both danced together and it was awesome!!! <3<3<3
I showed her the fanfic I'm writing for her, the part that I had added, and then I realized... we need song lyrics for her fanfic!
So we sat down and chose song lyrics from a random generator and came up with the genre of the songs and what they were supposed to be about!
I LOVE MY SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Skola... -.-'

Good morning!

Well, here I am, in school, supposedly working with answering the totally impossible questions in our "small businesses" book, while I'm really writing fanfics and writing here, in this blog.

Not that anyone's reading it, but anyways xD

Okay; Fluff wanted me to write something about the boys in our school that should hook up. Mind you, Fluff, these are only my opinions and have nothing to do with real life (ooooh I wish...), so don't go around and assume anything, m'kay?

I can start with the boys in small businesses. How do you spell that, by the war? Bussinessess? Businessess? Bussinesess? Ah, never mind.

Oh, and if anyone on this list happens to read this list, don't

take any offence, okay? I don't mean any harm, this is just my way of coping with school days.

If you do mind, pretend I'm wiriting about someone else.

Simon & Anton & Wille

Yes. There are three of them. They are so adorable together, that it makes me go 'naaaaaaaw' at a daily basis!

Patrik & Gustav

Seriously... can you disagree? I think not!

... and I have no more names to mention at the moment.

I will write more of them at another time, don't worry Fluff!

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Okay, on to something completely different...

FANFICS!!!

More specifically, the fanfics I'm working on at the moment. Working actively, I mean.

SHINee fanfics:

Minho/Sister

Taemin/OC(Frida)

Taemin/OC(Nameless)

Onew/OC(Nameless)

4 of them! I'm thinking of making one with 2min or perhaps Jongkey.... but that will be after I've finished one of the above.

My sister, who is currently obsessing about Minho, complained about the lack of fanfics or something. I was bored, so I offered to write her one with her as the main character. Well, at least a person who shares some of her personality traits. It's started pretty soft, 2 pages so far...

I'm about to write the part where the main character meets Minho for the first time.

The Taemin/Frida one, is a fanfic where the main character is based on myself...

YES, I know, it's very VERY Mary Sue of me, but she's only BASED on me, she isn't me. Not by a longshot. She looks nothing like me, she has my kind of humor but is waaaay more confident in her skills than I am in mine. That's a good thing. Of course, she's not at all perfect. She's thin; not attractively so, but a bit too thin. She has difficulties gaining weight, she has veeeeeery small curves, nearly no breasts...

She sings reeeeally good though, and plays the piano like no tomorrow, but when it comes to dancing... she's not good. She can learn the steps after some time, but she's clearly no dancer.

Uh... yeah.

Then I started a random one, also with Taemin as the main boy, and it's just been smut all the way xD ... all the four lines I've written... -.-'

The Onew/OC one... is just an idea so far, but it WILL be written! I'm not sure if the OC should be a boy or a girl yet...

I just can't resist the idea of writing something lovey dovey with Jinki!

He's such a sweetheart!!

As for the 2Min and Jongkey ones... ... ... THEY SHALL BE WRITTEN!!!

Or maybe drawn...

...

That's all for now!

Have a beautiful piccie of SHINee!!

From left to right: Onew(Jinki), Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key(Kibum)

Why hi there!

Ohmy! I've made a new blogg!
Mainly because my old one, I deleted. Because I had nothing to write there.
Now I've found something that I can always write about, because there's always something to say!

I shall write about being a fangirl!
About everything and anything I'm fangirling about: yaoi, yuri, slash, fanfiction, fanart, SHINee, k-pop, j-pop, roleplaying, hentai, all the books I'm reading, the boys in my school I think should hook up, music in general, Dir en grey, photoshop, DeviantArt, BDB, my book, Helga, Caelan, gay boys, etc. etc.

So as you see, I have quite a bit to rant about! 8D
Today's subject shall be: SHINee, and how I discovered them!!! Woohooooo!!!! *applauds*

SHINee is a korean boy group consisting of five members.
Leader Onew - Main Vocalist
Bling Bling Jonghyun - Other vocalist
Almighty Key - Rapper, vocalist
Flaming Charistma Minho - Main rapper
Power Maknae Taemin - Main dancer





From left to right
Back: Onew, Taemin, Key
Front: Jonghyun, Minho

I found out about them... a number of months ago. Ah~~, the memories...
Anyways, my sister, whom I have trained vigorously in the art of finding cute asian boys, came into my room and showed me a korean boy band she had found! And OMG!! How many were they? Thirteen? So no, it wasn't SHINee, but another group called Super Junior. Thirteen hot korean boys, all dancing and singing while they dance and sing... *drooool*











Needless to say, I was very proud of my sister to have found them. Since I liked the song(Sorry Sorry) so much I had to send it to my friends!
I did, and about a day later, Fluff (<3<3<3) style="font-weight: bold;" size="5">THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And that's it for today.
Unless, of course, you wanna know how long it took to make the background I have!
About 2 hours! 8D Not very long, no, but let me just say that I HATE THE MF TAPE!!!!!!!!!!!